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rising from the ashes.
allowing my inner flame to come alive again. 

april/may this year. 

the more loving and compassionate I was towards myself, the more life was kissing me with waves of joy, excitement and love. 

a field of gratitude. 
a field of simplicity. 
a field of patience.

and with that my mental and emotional health improved every single day. 
it felt like the most precious gift to see through my own example how healing truly works. 
every wave of true authentic joy felt like the deepest remembering of who I am. 
sometimes I started crying out of relief and gratitude just because I could feel my health and the core of who I am being kissed alive again.

and from that I decided to record my first podcast episode of the ‘in devotion to truth’ podcast and was surprised how gooooood, natural and almost relieving it felt. 

and not only that.
me and my team were planning a germany tour.
it called me since a long time. to bring the teachings I’ve learned, lived and embodied back to my home country and reconnect to my german community. 

what seemed like ‘a lot’ on the one side with planning a tour was my sacred north star on the other side. 
it was the example how doing what you love and living your true dharma GIVES you energy. 
the magic of purpose was playing its game. 
I just needed to listen and follow. 
and so we planned our tour… and flew to germany. 

—— story continues in the next post..
and when we landed in sydney, manly.. 
I remember being overwhelmed by the sweetness, freedom and grounding that australia provided. 

between a new start and the incredible fragility of my nervous system. 
I’ve never experienced myself so fragile. 
so sensitive. so heart broken. so exhausted. 

I didn’t have a house anymore. 
nor my community living next to me. 

but I had freedom. 
the love of my life next to me. 
and peace of mind. 

I knew the darkest days were over. 
And still I was confronted with the impact I was still carrying with me. 

I wasn’t feeling safe to share my voice anymore. 
I remember recording a podcast with my partner as a try to share - I couldn’t. I started crying. I wasn’t ready. Again - the reality of my situation that no one saw. 

I’m very gentle and loving in this chapter with myself. 
Giving myself everything I need to feel safe again. 

And from one day to the other like a miracle I could see health coming back. 
I went for morning runs at the ocean. 
Allowing the freshness to touch my soul. 

I decided I won’t let my spirit go. 
I will do everything that is needed to build myself up again. 
And so I did. 

—— story continues in the next post..
my prayer practice was stronger than ever.

I loved my house. 
I loved the land.
I loved my friends living next to me. 
I loved my community.
I loved teaching in bali.
I loved the life that I’ve builded with all my heart. 
with all my soul. 

and still I needed to leave. 
it wasn’t even a question. 
it was the strongest guidance that I’ve ever received. 
this guidance came from a deep place of love, peace and truth. 
the strongest inner knowing that I’ve ever had. 

at the same time it was the hardest decision of my life.
to leave my whole world behind. 
and pack my whole house into a suitcase.

it took me a month of letting go in bali. 
my prayer was to end this chapter in grace.
for the completion within my own heart. 
and so I did. 
I was leading my very last breathwork circle in the shala. so potent, so pure. 
I had my last breathwork session on the land. the most painful breath journey I’ve had. 
I had a ceremony in my house and gave my  prayers to the land. 

so many moments of my friends crying in my arms and me crying in the arms of my friends and my partner. 
the only chance to leave my heart open in this chapter meant to feel it all. 

letting go can be so painful. 
and it is the necessary purification that we need for our next chapter. 

I needed to leave to respect myself. 
I needed to leave what was clearly not healthy for me anymore. 
I needed to leave to heal. 

in devotion to truth. 
in devotion to health. 
in devotion to what I truly believe in. 

—— story continues in the next post..
in just one moment everything changed. 
it was one of the most painful experiences in my life. 
and it took me 9 months to process, to heal, to articulate what has been unfolding in my world.
It was in that one moment that I knew this is the end. 
hands from my community on my forearms. 
I was crying and crying. as my whole world was falling apart.
allowing myself to be seen with everything there was. 
I was done with just being seen as a leader. 
I wanted to be seen as a human. 
It was hard to face my new reality through that situation. 
truth can be shocking. 
and the pain that I needed to feel was endless. 

I wasn’t sharing on social media as I didn’t wanted more drama, more questions, more to respond to in that very sensitive and dark time for me. 
I had the best support from my friends, my partner, my family and a few colleagues – and still I needed to feel it all – no one could feel it for me. 
the darkest days of this year. 
and simultaneously my truth was guiding me in a strong yet graceful way. 

I was guided. 
In every step. 
but at this point I couldn’t see the light on the other side yet. 

—— story continues in the next post..
tea ceremony. 
a way to connect to mother earth through smelling her, tasting her, feeling her.
the most subtle plant medicine.
yet so potent, so graceful. 
slow down when you sit with her. 
and listen deeply to receive her guidance. 

—
tea portals in ubud with my love @portal_to_grace 𓂀
#teaceremony #teameditation
and then bali called again.. 
the culture of ceremony, ritual and prayer. 
it keeps calling me back since 10 years..
and then my friends and community here. 
the lifestyle. 
every time I am here I am in awe how nourishing Bali truly is. 
every time I’m here I start smiling for no reason. 
every time I’m here my soul just feels home. 
mama bali you will always be home.

bathing in gratitude for this island, the people, the culture and my souls path guiding me continuesly back.. 

let’s see where this leads..
for now I simply enjoy seeing my soulfam and nourishing my soul. 

much much love to you all ✨🕊️

#balilove